I'm blank because..

I'm weird because..
I set 5 alarms every morning.
I pee with the door open.
I can't stand when my hair touches my neck, it drives me nuts.
I use accents multiple times a day.
I always start my shopping in the clearance section.
I refuse to answer phone calls if I am in bed.
I would rather sit in my sweats watching Jersey Shore with my sister than go out.
Well because I like Jersey Shore :)
My underwear never matches my bra.
My legs never stop shaking.
I can only concentrate on something for about a minute without my mind wandering.
I'm super OCD and a great cleaner, but I go through phases where my living space looks like a tornado went through it.
I notice everything about people (physically), even the first time we meet.

I'm happy because..
My hair is growing.
I have great friends.
My family is the best.
I get to see and remember my little brothers growing up every day.

I'm excited because..
I want to see Maroon 5 in Vegas.
I know summer will be here soon.
I'm going to be 21 the end of May.
School is out for the year.

Things you should know to be my friend..

Friends come and go in the same way that relationships do. Friendships break up due to not knowing someone well enough. For me, I've had a lot of friends that showed their true colors years after we starting being friends. This was a waste of time for both sides. These are the things you should know about me if you want to be friends.

I'm always honest. I'm going to tell you how it is.
I'm really sensitive, be careful with my feelings.
I'm always wanting to laugh.
I'll always be there for you, any time of day.
I'll probably text you random things that happen throughout the day, because I like to share my awkward life.
I'm very trustworthy, i'll keep your secrets. (if you keep mine, of course)
I make mistakes, sometimes I forget birthdays. But I really do care.


This is one of my best friends Amanda. We always have a good time. I'm about.. 60 pounds more than her and a foot taller. She likes to say things like, "Oh you can borrow my XS shirt, it will fit you." and she is being serious. This is when she thought she could carry me... fail.

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Fast foods I love- yep. judge me.

Popeyes

I love KFC and Popeyes is even better. Their chicken is so good.

Chick-fil-a
Anything chick-fil-a is a winner. I worked there for 3 years, so I've literally had everything. My favorite is either a chicken sandwich with tons of pickles or the strips. The dipping sauces are the most important part. I love buffalo sauce and chick-fil-a sauce on just about everything.

Taco bell
Come on. Need I say more?

Burger King
Kind of ironic, but i've never had their burgers. I always get the two tacos for $1. They are fried and awful for you and I love it.

Pita Pit
OH MY GOSH. the best. It actually is good for you too. I usually get the pesto chicken pita with feta cheese and banana peppers and their "secret" sauce and tzatziki sauce. It is amazing.

Crazy Asian Lady (no offense)

This lady has seriously stalked my whole life at the gym for about three months now. Every time I saw her, she was looking me dead in the eyes. I would walk away and go over to a different area in the gym, she would follow me. It wasn't a normal look she gave me, but I just ignored it because I don't know how to deal with these situations. So the other day, I was walking towards the weight room and she was standing dead in front of me and pointed at me saying, "YOU!! I know who you are." I was a little confused and thought maybe she was just going to say she worked with my dad or something. She continued, "You slept with my husband and you better watch yourself!" I was so caught off guard. I would never even do that with someone's boyfriend let alone her husband. I denied it and she just kept yelling and swearing at me. I told her she was crazy and walked off.

About five minutes later I was talking to friend about what had happened and he said, "Oh ya.. she is definitely staring you down." I turned around and she was staring into my soul. Probably ten minutes after that, I was with a different friend who I was spotting for when she yelled, "SLUT!" from across the gym. She pointed at her husband who was this overweight African-american who I have never even spoken to and would not even kiss in my life. She kept up with the accusations and I yelled back. I had never been confronted like this in my life. I eventually left because it was making me so mad.

The next day before I got to the gym, my friend who I was talking to the day before messaged me saying "So I'm at the gym right now and the crazy Asian lady is here and I was running on the track. She comes up behind me trips me and screams you f***** my husband just like that girl!! She needs to be banned from the gym!"

So I get there about ten minutes after that and there she is. I went to go do some weights and I saw her coming towards me so I turned to her and shooed her away telling her to leave me alone and I put my headphones back in and she tried to say something, so ignored her. To my surprise, she actually left the gym soon after that. I have a feeling this isn't the last I've heard from her.. I'll try to get a picture of her cause that is the scariest part.

Little Bros

 

My little brothers are my whole world. I am fifteen years older than them, and feel like their second mom (not that they need one, my mother does a wonderful job). 

Gabe is three and just started his first year in school. He's the funniest kid. When people say "kids say the darnest things" they were talking about him. He is always getting into trouble, never flushes the toilet, draws on walls, but I love him. He grew up loving barbies and dress up and accessories. He also likes boobs a lot, so we were never worried. He always compliments me and tells me he likes my earrings or that my hair looks pretty. Such a sweetheart. He doesn't quite understand why hair color changes, so if I color my hair he gasps and always says, "WHAT HAPPENED!?"

This is him after drawing all over himself when mom wasn't looking.

He said "Oh ya.. now THAT is cute".



Josh if five and is in kindergarten. He loves wearing his cowboy oufits and playing in the snow. He is more quiet than Gabe, but beats up on his little bro all the time. He is super sweet and never has a bad thing to say about anyone. He always is making ugly faces and trying to make us laugh. He likes tumbling, dancing, and all boy stuff too.


This is him being mom. Praying and reading the bible. haha. He is such a goof.

This is my brother Gabe trying not to lisp.
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and both of them dancing.. this happens everyday.
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Just say no.

I have always been a push over. If someone asks me to do something for them, I have a hard time saying no. I have constantly been putting others first, which ends up giving me the short end of the stick. My friends have taken advantage of me and the things I do for money. I have done hair and eyelashes for my friends for free so many times because they assume that they don't have to pay me because they are my friends. No one thinks about the fact that I pay for the product, I take time out of my day to do it, and I could be making money doing it for someone else. Not just about that, but I will take time out of my day at the drop of a hat to do a favor for just about any of my friends or family, but they won't do the same for me. This has been apparent in many circumstances. If one of my friends is having a hard time they text me, ask me to come over, and i'm there within a half hour. If it is the other way around, they are busy. I'm busy too, I just try my best to drop other things to be there for someone when they need it. I have learned to say no. I used to care too much about what people think about me, but at this point it's not worth my time to go out of my way for someone who doesn't appreciate me.